So quick note about a boy...
Because my boy issues never stay the same for too long, though I hope this one sticks for a little while.
I feel the eye rolls. Now I just want to draw crescent rolls with eyes...
Anyways.
So a guy, who isn't perfect, but has qualities I find very important in someone. Yeah.
There's still the worry that it's going to end like all the others. But there's also the fear I'm going to like him and then not like him. I know it doesn't make sense. I like a lot of things about him, but I don't want to find that "deal breaker" I can't think of right now.
I still have my head about me and am going in very conscious. I don't know how much restraint I have, hopefully it's enough. I got a sweet good morning message, and it was actually intensely romantic, and little things like that make me fall for someone. I still am on the fence about some things, so I'm not too illusioned, but I don't necessarily want to hurt him either. I'm being a sarcastic cheese like I usually am to guys I just want to be friends with, but sometimes the "girly feel stuff" slips out and I can't control it. Because he makes me smile. And it's not that reason alone why I like him, trust me, I'm not THAT dumb. But it helps a lot. I find myself in a position where he wants to know everything about me and my life, and it's odd. Our conversations flow very easily. He loves reading, and likes learning about me. He's open minded, smart, and kind. He makes me laugh and roll my eyes too.
Each guy I've met is different. I just hope that these qualities are found in the person I end up marrying. It's important to me. Every guy I meet I have different deal breakers for that I find I can't get over. I haven't found one yet for this guy, but who knows. In a month I could be blogging about someone completely different.
Song to add to the post- unlost by the Maine.
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